 Light is Light! Intention, magic, materialization- these were all talents many of us had in the past. In the land of Pan, the original landmass on earth (Pangea), where consciousness first entered into the physical, reality was much more fluid than it is today. It was as if a light permeated everything, everything was much "lighter". Until this very moment I had never really thought about that Light, as in visible light and Light, as in not heavy, are the same word! Light is not affected by gravity (noticeably). Light is light! It is the least heavy thing in the universe, and the fastest thing in the physical universe. Thought patterns, karma, built up beliefs cause gravity! Both the force that holds us on earth and the seriousness, "gravity of the situation" sense. As we undo, clear our old beliefs, ideas, mind viruses, thought patterns, we will become lighter. We will literally walk more "lightly" on the earth. That's why when we are in love we feel like we are floating sometimes. "Look at her, her feet haven't touched the ground since she fell in love". This is because "falling in Love" with each other is still one of the places left where we are reminded of our true, selfless, unconditionally accepting of others, nature. When we fall in love we see their soul, we start to literally head back to that place we were, a time we remember when we could literally float, where gravity couldn't hold us, the Land of Pan, Garden of Eden, Valhalla, The Golden Age, Heaven, etc. There was a monk, St.Joseph of Cupertino, in the 17th century that would be so consumed with love during worship that he would start to lift off the ground and float around the cathedral during services. The other monks and the bishop would have to hide this from the public because it would cause too much of an uproar (up-roar, let all our pain/emotional heaviness loosen and roar to the Heavens). His fellow monks would not let him serve at the dinner table because he would float skyward with the crockery. Many eyewitnesses saw this. St. Theresa of Avila, in Spain would also have these "uplifting" experiences. She tried to fight it and perform her daily duties but "the Lord would have his way." I have personally felt this "turning to light" in my own body. When in nature often I will feel my body become porous. If I'm in a stream the water will feel like air flowing right through my body. The boundary between my body and the outside world starts to disappear. We are so conditioned to "gravity" on earth that stories like these are mostly considered naive or outright insanity. But what is the true insanity? I would say that it is that we have left and forgotten our true nature, our "childlike" (not childish) enjoyment, trust and faith in a loving Creator. ---------------------------------- On the Return Path You will Run into Your Old Decisions To get where you are today there are many decisions, beliefs, agreements (as the Toltecs called them) that you have made, that you have taken on. On your journey back to soul freedom you will encounter these agreements again. They will be "up for renewal" or...not. It will be up to you whether you keep these beliefs/ideas/thought patterns/habits or not. Each of us has made a unique journey "into" physicality, into where we find ourselves today, right now. And each of us will have a unique journey out, back home to freedom. We can assist each other with love and encouragement but cookie cutter methods will not work for everyone. The less we judge others' paths the quicker our own "set free date" will come. The old demons, the old fears, the old illusions that made us decide originally to shut down our power, to shut off our ability to see the other worlds, to hear the "dead", will try to re-assert themselves. Imagine a gate that you arrive at that you need to "see through". You need to call its bluff. You will have to face the large ogre/demon that is drooling and saying that it is going to tear you limb from limb. (For ex. a husband tells his wife "you can't live without me, I made you, no one will want you, you can't make it on your own".) There is no way around calling the bluff of this old fear/thought pattern/programming/mind virus. You have to face it down. With intention to get through, with love to melt the fears, with courage to face the uncertainty and by asking for help from God, you step through...and find yourself in an Elysian Field, peace, love, beauty, comfort, safety. Whenever there is a terrifying gate you can rest assured that there is something wonderful, sweet on the other side. On the other side the ogre/demon now magically turns into a loyal, servant, guardian, protector that will cover your back. There are elemental forces that function this way. They are not evil, they are simply imperturbably performing the roles that the Creator of All assigned them on Creations first Day. Our fears, our ideas of "evil" get projected onto these energy essences/beings. The Essence of the Angel of Death is the big one that we project so many of our fears on. (that deserves it's own story, look for an upcoming story of my encounter and conversation with the angel of death). When we decide to "turn our lives around" we will start back on the path we have taken to get where we are now. It is the most exciting thing you can do. Everytime you re-encounter places where you left pieces of your soul energy and you reclaim it, you will feel lighter, more powerful, more connected to God, more love, be able to enjoy sex, food, nature, everything more. This encountering the old "gateways" will continue until we are free souls again. Whatever beliefs/ideas/concepts/thought patterns you allowed in/took on/agreed to you will get to re-evaluate. If you decided "all men are....looking out for #1/running on fear/(fill in the blank)", you will have to re-encounter the situation that got you to decide this idea to begin with. This is why we repeat experience, have the same type of relationships over and over until we "get it", until we wake up and dissolve the coalesced ideas we are holding. Guidance and Help (messages from spirit) -------------------------------- Sharing at the Level of Love Imagine you have a baby, a baby that you love, care for, want only the best, would never knowingly hurt or damage psychologically/spiritually/physically. You are feeding the baby. When the baby is full and can't eat anymore it will throw up, the extra food will simply come back up. In fact many mothers use this as a gauge to know when the baby is full. Doctors say this happens because the muscle at the bottom of the esophagus, where food enters the stomach, is not developed yet and when they grow older they will learn to keep their food "down". The baby is simply without judgment, (look in its eyes, it still loves you even if you overfeed it) giving back up what is too much, it is full of food. It's spirit is saying-- I don't want any more, it's uncomfortable, it's not feeding me, it's weighing me down, it's hindering me, sedating me, overloading my organs. Love feeds in the exact right amounts. Love never overpushes, burdens, adds to the load, it lightens the load, assists, makes it easy, fun. Spiritual wisdom, knowledge, is food for the soul, for the spirit. When we have an "aha", a "lightbulb moment" that helps us wake up and see something about ourselves, helps us see through something that has been burdening us, we want to share this "good news" with others. Of course sharing this awakening moment, this breakthrough with others is good when others can receive it. If they can't receive it you are throwing your seeds on the barren rocks, they will not grow. This is ok if you just need to "shout it to the world". People will feel your excitement and will varyingly feel good for you, want you to be quiet, think you are going insane, you are crazy in love, be excited for you etc. Sometimes the mind creeps in and now wants you to share this with others and you start "sharing", "helping", "teaching", proselytizing, preaching, pushing it at them. But this really is wanting to control others masquarading as love, and you say "I just want the best for you." But the people you are wanting to share it with are not open to it, not ready for this "food", this spiritual understanding. Chocolate, which many of us love, is poison to a dog. Because the dog trusts you implicitly and thinks whatever you would give it would be safe it will eat the chocolate but it can actually kill the dog. Part of real wisdom is learning to Share at the Level of Love. Spirit/The Source of All only gives me what I'm ready to absorb. I'm the "baby" here. I can only receive so much at a time and then I need time to digest and integrate it. Love lets us receive in perfectly appropriate amounts and then truly integrate, absorb it so that it becomes part of us. We are not safe "helpers" of others until we learn this lesson of Sharing at the Level of Love. Love/God/Spirit doesn't really need understanding/knowledge/ fancy theories about spirituality. It's crazy if you think about it, does God need your fancy theories about Him/Her? Don't you think God knows more about himself than you? God/Love/All that Is is "no respecter of persons", of egos, of PhD's, of fancy mind knowledge, because this knowledge is endlessly argued in circles by "dry as dust scholars" and leads nowhere most of the time. Yes there is a place for it and some beings truly enjoy it but for most of us opening our hearts to the flow of Love is needed more than more understanding at this time. "A good heart is better than all the heads in the world." Edward Lytton (British diplomat and poet) "No one cares how much you know until they know how much you care." unknown "There is no healing through the Mind, Only through the Heart." Tobias Lars "What the world needs now, is love, sweet love, it's the only thing there's just too little of." Jackie DeShannon As I received this "spiritual babies" analogy and Sharing at the Level of Love message, I asked about my own situation... T-What about me being able to do the Activation sessions with people? God- I will send you people when you are working at the Level of Love. I have hundreds, thousands of people I can send to you that will receive help from you. Yes you will have enough $ to enjoy yourself, to travel, to do workshops, and yes you will have to 'face yourself' and your own misunderstandings, your own 'stuff' as you call it. In your own words, "To get healed there is no way not to face your own stuff", (this is a direct quote from T.J. professor of Universal Spiritualogy, himself.) T-What about getting a PhD? God- Circuitous, that's a good word (I invented it). There are people who are ready, waiting for, "Activation" as you call it, now. T-That excites me...the idea , of being able to do sessions and share this with others. God- "follow your excitement, follow your Bliss", someone said. Yes I invented that one too. (here I saw a picture in my mind of working with god and being able to be in the world but not caught up in it, I saw how it could work easily if I stayed at Sharing at the Level of Love) God- Yes, slipping around (the mind) with me... & sowing seeds....it's where it's possible right now. The direct frontal assault only makes the mind's methods dig in and fight to the death. And nobody wants that. Seeding and activation are my interests. (here I saw how right timing is necessary for each soul) God- I know, impeccably, when right time is for souls. I will guide you as to when and what. Look for openings. By now you know how the openings feel and your job is to listen to me with your inner ear and go through the openings as I show them to you. Share with others at the Level of Love and wait for my cues. T-I'm having a glimpse of non-attachment to $. ( here I was being shown something specific to do about my financial situation, having to do with surrender and trusting more) God- It's an opening, take it. T-What about soulmates and people I'm close to, how will they understand? God- I will have soulmates for you all along the way, I will have elegant ways of moving you together and (seemingly) apart that are at the Level of Love. Allow these soulmates (Joy today) to have their journey. You wanting to teach, help, expand them, can hinder them. The baby is full, it will throw up. It is time you learn this now Tobias. T-Thank you for loving me & working around/putting up with my "knowledge", my wanting to push & teach. God- "De Nada", I love it...it is my "Raison D'etre". (there's a whole latin explosion happening you know, which is part of the wake up plan, I have to be "with it"). Note: I find it hard to translate to words the humor, the play, the fun, the lovingly teasing me that I feel from God. I'm not sure it translates exactly to the page. He knows me completely, intimately, and respects me, is the creator of All That Is, yet is able to be like a playful friend with me. And none of my tricks, mind games will work with Him which I am glad for. -------------------------- Real Strength Real strength is not concrete but a willow tree. Real strength is not steel but the trunk of an Oak. Real strength is not harsh words but listening with an open mind and heart. Real strength is not controlling others by using shame and ridicule but assisting others to find their strength and talents by gentle coaxing and encouraging. Real strength is not fixation on quarterly report earnings but caring about delivering good products that make people's lives better without harming the resources of the Earth and knowing that this will make money and build people and companies to serve those people. Real strength is not using money as buffer to feel safe and satisfy your ego but having a real connection with God inside yourself first and then money becomes your servant and not your master. Real strength is not hiding behind gated communities out of fear but being able to move safely with love in all communities. Real strength is not raising animals in feed lots, feeding their own ground up cadavers back to them, slaughtering and then eating them, but finding the connection to the "manna" from heaven within yourself, the lifeforce and learning to live more by "the very word of God", and " not by bread alone". Real strength is knowing that this not eating the animals will not make you weak and emaciated looking but will strengthen your body with the real source of power, the lifeforce "proceeding out of the mouth of God." Real strength is being willing to find, feel, and release the blocks between us and God that made it so that we have killed and eaten other beings on the planet. Real strength is not manipulating women for sex as if it is something to steal from them, but looking for what's enjoyable, fun, inside of Love, filled with the raw wildness of Nature, spontaneous, for both partners to love and enjoy in the Creative Process. Real strength is not manipulating men for money or false security but finding your own strength, safety, security with your own relationship to the Creator. Real strength is knowing that there are "good men" that are wild men, powerful men, exciting men, lust for life filled men, that will excite your lust for life "out there" and not falling into the trap of believing that there are EITHER "safe, secure, good provider, responsible" men OR "wild, exhilirating, fun, sexually fulfilling" men. Real strength is not "ownership" of each other in relationships but having enough faith, trust, connection with God that you can love your partner enough so that you want whatever God and your partner's own soul wants for them. Real strength is standing up for yourself and claiming your own souls path towards freedom and fulfillment and not "holding back" as an excuse for not wanting to "hurt" your partner. Real strength is being willing to talk and feel through the old belief systems that have locked many into dead end partnerships. Real strength is trusting in Love first and then in Laws, not in Laws first and then "maybe, perhaps, I doubt it" that love really works in the 'real world.' Real strength is not dominating others or having "dominion" over the world but having the real courage to lead by example in trusting that the Spirit of God will rise up in others if they can see it working in you. Real strength is having the courage to have a primary relationship with your partner and not using children as a buffer to avoid having to face your feelings about yourself and your partner. Real strength is standing up for yourself and how you really feel in your relationships and letting others stand up as equals in relationship to you. Real strength is not building "super weapons" or "star wars" shields but being willing to go to your "enemy" in a spirit of willingness to understand them, express respect, have faith that there is common ground, and know that by building trade and connections between individuals and families that the chance for conflicts is greatly lessened. Real strength is not dissecting and manipulating mother nature/animals to exploit and use their energies but knowing that having a spirit of respect and co-creation with mother nature will in the end produce more abundantly for all of us to truly be able to enjoy. --------------------------------------------- "All the flowers talk to me and so do hundreds of little living things in the woods. I learn what I know by watching and loving everything. Nature is the greatest teacher and I learn from her best when others are asleep. In the still dark hours before sunrise, God tells me of the plans I am to fulfill. The secrets are in the plants. To elicit them you have to love them enough." George Washington Carver, 1864?-1943, black American agricultural chemist born a slave in Diamond Missouri, he was director (1896-1943) of agricultural research at Tuskeegee Institute. Carver dedicated his life to bettering the position of blacks and to improving the economy of the South through soil improvement and crop diversification. He discovered hundreds of uses for the peanut, sweet potato, and soybean, and devised many products from cotton waste. ------------------------ Activation We have in us latent energies waiting to rise up. We are aware of just a fraction of our real Selves. We've heard that we only use 8-12% of our brain. Well we also are using only a fraction of our DNA. Scientist call the rest of the DNA they see in their microscopes, "junk DNA". Currently we are using only a small fraction of our DNA and scientists don't know what it is for. This DNA is waiting to be turned on by the right spiritual/electromagnetic frequencies and our own will. At this time on the planet there is a plan to wake up humans. These spiritual energies/ frequencies are bathing the planet now and in increasing waves. Because of free will each soul can choose to access these new frequencies or not. Every planet has a conciousness as well as us smaller beings. The Earth does not wish to die. Earth has electromagnetic fields that surround it. The Van Allen belts reach even farther into space. These energies are the "soul" of planets. Planets have "personalities" and wills, hopes, dreams, love even. Astrology is based on the different "personalities" of each of the planets in our solar system. When we are born our soul condenses from being spread across the universe, down to our solar system and at the moment of our birth the positions of the planets in our solar system "imprints" on our soul energy. This does not mean that we are caught or trapped by our planetary astrological "imprint" or chart, only that we are incarnated with those energetic tendencies, opportunities and challenges. We choose exactly when to be born. The baby triggers the mother when the time for birth is right. Astrology is an electromagnetic energy science and just because science today can't measure those finer energies doesn't mean they aren't there or aren't influencing us. Earth does not wish to lose the life it has. It does not wish to lose the plants or the physical life forms it has (us). It wants to love us humans, animals and plants. It is earth's dream, it's original dream of a paradise on earth. Unloving energies entered the earth a long time ago in the land of Pan(gea). These energies live off other life forms. They use guilt and fear as their main tools to sap energy from other living things. They create war and "divide and conquer" by setting us against each other. Love and wisely accepting our intuitions are the only things that will "retire" these spirits. There are beings incarnate today who embody these denial spirits' energies and they have been draining the energy of the "meek" and the Earth itself ever since their arrival so long ago in the paradise of Pan. Some of these beings came from the planet Mars about five million years ago, and Earth has been losing energy ever since their "coup". They had destroyed Mars by pollution and warring with each other over control with electromagnetic frequency weapons and Mars was made uninhabitable in the process. Remnants of their civilization can still be seen, the "Face on Mars", giant pyramids and more have been discovered by NASA's space probes but this is being covered up because of the social/religious chaos it's believed it would produce if disclosed to the masses. See www.enterprisemission.com for one scientist who is bravely willing to tell the truth for more info on NASA's hiding this information. The elite of the culture on Mars needed a new planet. They had developed space and time travel and came to earth as "gods". Some traveled through time and arrived in Atlantis and seduced many with their technology of space/time travel, energy systems/weapons. They are us. Many of us on the planet at this time are the "martians". We are recreating the scenario we had on Mars in order to have another opportunity to choose love and heal our past. Will we choose love, cooperation, freedom for all souls, instead of domination and control this time? The same electromagnetic energies that destroyed the atmosphere on Mars are already developed and are being tested now again on earth. H.A.A.R.P. (High frequency Active Auroral Research Program) is a U.S. military joint venture between the navy and air force, and is already installed and being tested in Alaska under the guise of controlling radio communications during wars. They would do this by seriously affecting/damaging the ionospere (our earths electromagnetic "skin"). A "positive" byproduct dangled for us so we'll accept spending the billions of dollars, may be learning to control the weather for the betterment of growing crops to feed the poor etc... These arrays of energy are being blasted into our atmosphere unbeknownst to most of us. See www.earthpulse.com or www.haarp.gov (double check)for more details. Every tradition speaks of this time in history as being significant for humanity's waking up. The Maya calendar ends in 2012, they say a new creation is coming. The christian tradition speaks of the apocalypse and the 1000 year kingdom to come after that. Seers like Nostradamus, St. John in the book of Revelation, Edgar Cayce have all seen major changes for humanity in this time. Apocalypse, n. (ME. apocalipse; Latin: apocalypsis; Greek: apokalypsis, an uncovering, revelation. From apokalyptein, uncover, reveal: apo, from and kalyptein, to cover or conceal. 1. REVELATION, DISCOVERY, DISCLOSURE;(my emphasis) (wow! quite the opposite of cataclysm, destruction, chaos, that it has come to mean in popular culture.) 2. the last book of the New Testament; the book of Revelation. 3. certain Jewish or Christian prophetic writings which appeared between the years 250 B.C. and 150 A.D. A revelation, discovery, disclosure is the first definition in the dictionary of the word Apocalypse. So this revealing of the hidden realities behind our world, this "pulling the veil back" is scary to some people. It does mean that all that has been hidden will "come to light". This is threatening for those who have had hidden agendas of controlling others. And it's scary for us on personal levels. It is the "Self Judgment Day" when the seven "seals" that Revelation talks about will be opened. Pandora's Box will be emptying. All the "evils" of the world will be released. But these "evils" will also be exposed, set free, be healed, purged. As when our bodies clear themselves of illness, the whole body of earth (and our own selves/bodies) will have "fever", clearing of impurities, a boiling out. If we welcome this process, allow it, embrace it as the cleansing it is, our transition will be a lot easier. If we resist and fight it it will be like trying to hold back a flood. There's no way, earth is going to cleanse herself of the unloving energies either way, the choice for us is to go along with it and open our hearts, cleanse ourselves, be healed and move into the new creation or not. Activating, receiving, letting in, allowing, these new energies into our selves and letting them trigger the dormant DNA in us is one of the survival mechanisms that will allow us to make the transition into a new creation. Many souls will simply be leaving their bodies and incarnating elsewhere. Some souls will be "raptured", taken off the planet by a loving creator but there are many ways in the Creators plan for this transition period. Opening to the loving energy of God will show you your right place and role in this coming global wakeup call. Some will be needed to stay here during the process. In order to be able to stay here during the activation period we will have to let these changes into our selves, our bodies, hearts, souls, minds. These changes will include re-activating our dormant abilities. These abilities have to do with waking back up to the finer elecromagnetic energies that we are made up of. We will be able to hear/see at distances again. We'll be able to see/sense events forward in time. We'll be able to raise the vibration of our bodies and move between dimensions. We'll be able to live directly off "manna", god's word. The medulla oblongate is where the "mouth of God" touches us. This is where the life force enters the human body. "Man does not live by bread alone but by the very WORD of God." This "word" is the same creative energy, "the sound of a thousand waters" that was in the beginning. "In the beginning was the Word and the word was God." This is the creative rumbling of awesome electromagnetic/spiritual energies that can coalesce into physicality by the will of conciousness. We have direct access to this "Word" of God. It is the life force that enters our bodies particularly in the medulla oblongata. This is why a sharp blow to the back of the neck knocks us out relatively easily. And as we open up to this energy we will gradually lose our need for physical food. This is already happening to people across the planet, we really need to eat less and less. We will move from eating beef/pork to chicken/fish to veggies/fruits to honey/manna to prana/life force. The only safe place during this transition/wakeup/apocalypse for earth will be your heart and your connection to Love, to God, to Spirit. No bunkers, weapons, food caches, hiding places will be safe. With the seven seals opening any fear/denial will be found. Bunkers, weapons, hoarding are all fear based. And the roving bands of Mad Max type warriors will find you. It's their job. They are the clean up crew. They will be doing God's work. Connecting to the Creator and listening/hearing, taking action on what directions you feel internally is the only way to navigate through this time. It will be very exciting, exhilirating, a whole new level of experiencing. You will be waking up to energies in your body, ecstatic energies, love, protection, warmth, fun. Remember apoclypse is a revelation, disclosure, discovery, awakening. |
